spending my whole sat wasted in front of teewee...
should have fix another app yesterday evening when today's app flew..
prob i wun feel like shit now..
thought i could cover the feeling of not having her ard on weekends by watching tee wee..
actually i could have...but the stupid dvd keeps on jumping..
irritates the hell out of me..
plus i didnt go training...yuckss.
feel so fat..
she sent me a msg today- hey!had your dinner.im up at alps in austria now. enjoy your weekend ya. see you real soon!8 days!!
does it sounds like a forwarded msg?
i msg her in a joking manner asking if tt was forwarded not only to me...
hai...i think im in too deep again..
tt time was with edwin..
now this girl..
in too deepp...will get too hurtful at times..
plus im so not used to spending weekends without partner..sucks even more..
i need to learn to be independent..
i need to learn how to leave without her.
just in case one day we decided to be apart..at least i wun feel so lost and not ableto carry on with my life..
i've always wonder y did God ever created human to love?
and y did He create jealousy among us?
and y cant we live in a non selfish world?
i dunnnoooo...i just hate tt feeling..
went mooovieee with esther shit yesterday...aliens vs monsters...laugh offf my head..damm funnie.. and i love her presence ard.. keeps me happy and glad tt ive a sweet fren like her and lil bitch..
guess i really need to admit tt even if love fails, friendship and family will not ...
hai... i miss her.. argh.....sucks!!i doubt she even misses me.. or perhaps half of me?hhahaha
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