L.O.S.T

i hate you
i hate your existence
i hate the way you weave in n out of our life
i hate the place you have in the heart

wishing you had never existed..
wishing im not feeling the insecurity cos of you..
wishing you finding your own blessing and leave us alone..

if you were to ask if i can take it..
no i cant. i wish i dun know everything..
i wish you only have me in her heart..

wish you know how i feel
wish you care how i feel
wish you will do something about how i feel

but i know im caring about your feelings more than anything else.
i wan you to be happy...
i wan you be enjoy..
yet i cant find the security
wish you gonna bring me along on wed, but it seems like i'll never get to know tt person..

all i know is i cant lose you..
yet i wan you to be happy...
BUT I FELT THE HEART ACHE...