weekends was totally relaxing!
all thanks to her, taking time off her busy schedule and go kl with me cindy and wenting!!
went up genting for a short winnings!!hee..won $650 rm..not much but good enough u guess..
1st time placing money on the table ley..
hahaha..
i guess im a emotional and lack of assurance person..somehow, insecurity sets in and thou i feel her love, but in my mind im so afraid tt she's loving me cos she knows i can be the one for long term with her and not cos she really wants to love me..
i hope its just me imagining..really wanna get rid of this evil thought and trust her. but whati need is assurance from her...
losing my confidence in this battle..
im afraid to let go, afraid to lose her. sinking deeper and deeper into it..
drowning....
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