E.N.D.E.D

i've finally muster my courage to leave her..
knowing that they;ll be together one day..i knowi wun be able to take it.
leaving her now and slowly removing her from my heart might be a better solution
i know i'll need months to heal..it will be very painful..
but i know i can do it

everytime i look at auzzie, i'll cry even more..everynight i;ll seek comfort from him and cry..cant stop my tears from rolling..
cant stop my wound from aching..
cant stop thinkibg of our wonderfrul memories and past..

really wish this period will end soon
tt i can be strong again

i dun wish to hope for anything. but her coming back to me one day..
but i know i can nl longer expect anything from her..
cant hug her kiss her, cuddle on bed with her any more for a long long time..
or even in future, i may not even be able to do so..

i dun have the confidence tt she'll be mine one day again..
i really dun..
i'm afraid her love her her will sink in deeper like how i was towards her..

really hate being in a relationship tt is like tt..
i love you too much to hate you

if you know tt i can no longer be with you, please, let me hate you..its easier to forget you this way..